… led to an infinity of
little hours.
Brousing through Charles’ library
I found a ‘slim’ volume titled “An Infinity
of Little Hours”. As I began reading
I recalled what my father had written on the last page of his journal, “There have been times in my life when I
wondered whether I couldn’t make a good monk.”
The subtitle explains the
content: Five Young Men and Their Trial
of Faith in the Western World’s Most Austere Monastic Order. The order is
the Carthusians; the monastery in question is Parkminster, the only Carthusian
house, or charterhouse, in present-day England (check out the high-tech Website); and the five young men are
novices—three Americans, an Irishman, and a German—who entered in 1960. Early
in the book the author writes that of the five only one became a fully professed
Carthusian following the mandatory five-year trial period. This injects an
element of suspense into the reading: Who will it be and why? Or conversely who
will fail to make the grade and why?
The Carthusians are the Navy
Seals of monasticism, except that once fully professed, they are enlisted
forever. They effectively live in individual hermitages around a central
courtyard and only emerge in silence two or three times a day for mass, prayer,
and occasional meals taken in community. Their “major work,” according to the
author, is Night Office, said between 11 pm and 2 am. The Monks feel “the
special responsibility of being awake when everyone else is asleep.” Which means, of course, that they don’t get as
much sleep as you or I. Once a week, they take a walk together, known as spatiamentum, promenading two by two
through the countryside and changing partners on command every five minutes so
that they do not become too attached. They are never to make eye contact with
one another. Carthusians do not minister to the surrounding community; they do
no missionary work; Carthusians pray. Their motto is Soli Deo, God alone. They wear hair shirts. They take cold-water
baths (or did until recent changes). From September 14 (The Exaltation of the
Cross) until Easter, except Sundays and feast days, they undertake “the great
monastic fast,” one meal a day and a pretty sparse meal at that. For lent, they
also give up dairy products.
The author is a woman, Nancy
Klein Maguire. Given that women cannot enter a Carthusian monastery under any
circumstances, you’d think Maguire must have had three strikes against her
before even starting to write. But she had an ace up her sleeve: her husband is
a former Carthusian novice attached to Parkminster. In fact, if you put two and
two together, it seems that she is married to one of the four 1960 novices who
didn’t make the cut. Dave, or Dom Philip, as he is known in the book, “had
weighed the difficulty of solitude before he came to the Charterhouse. He had
not weighed the difficulty of the other monks.” What drives Dom Philip out
finally is the horrible singing of his fellow monks in choir. In Maguire’s
on-line biography, her husband is described as “an ex-Carthusian monk, who
hadn’t minded hair shirts, sleepless nights, 48-hour fasts, and total solitude,
but who couldn’t tolerate the monks singing off pitch during the Divine
Office.”
Maguire’s description of life in
a charterhouse is so vivid, you can feel the cold damp of the cell and the rude
comfort of a coarse sheet and blanket on a lonely bed. You can feel the hunger
pangs from mid-September until Easter. You can feel the terrible loneliness. I
was not cut out to be a Navy Seal, and now I know that I was not cut out to be
a Carthusian.
So what was is it that attracted
Dad? It is the silence, the chance to
bring the rest of life to stillness and “know that I am God.” When we discussed the book at table Charles
said; “good vocations come from good
homes”. The thought kept going through my mind. One may have every quality
and every virtue necessary for monastic life, yet if there is a lack of
stability that has affected the candidate's life the fellow will have a rough
time of it and most likely will not persevere.
Happy New Year